Great to know that I’m just fucked.

I can’t get an ID without my Birth Certificate and can’t get my fucking Birth Certificate without a fucking ID.

What kind of backwards bullshit is this? I NEED BOTH. How the fuck do I get one without the other? This is fucking stupid. How does this make sense?

“Oop sorry if you don’t have either you’re just fucked. Fuck you for trying to get a job as a US citizen.”

What the hell am I going to do now? I can’t work if I don’t have a state ID and I can’t live off of my commissions. It’s a big clusterfuck of “you need this for that, but the thing you want is unobtainable if you don’t have that anyway.”

I fucking broke down crying once I got back home I’m so fucking frustrated. How is this fair? I know who the fuck I am and can prove it, but what’s even the point if no one will fucking believe me because I don’t have documents that are impossible for me to get?

It’s not enough that I have proof of address, not enough that I opened a fucking bank account, not enough that I have identification, nothing is fucking enough. I just don’t exist now according to good ol’ USA. WHERE YOU CAN OPEN A FUCKING BANK ACCOUNT NO PROBLEM, BUT FUCK YOU IF YOU WANT AN ID.

I finally had a chance. A paying job. Steady income. Now it’s gone. I just can’t deal, dude. I’m gonna lose my mind. I’m fucking panicking right now. We could end up fucking homeless and it’ll be my fault.